Social media influencer Alix Earle has delivered a raw and emotional confession about her personal struggle with loneliness in the aftermath of her high-profile split from NFL player Braxton Berrios. The heartfelt revelation came via a candid TikTok video posted late on Tuesday night, where Earle opened up about the psychological challenges of navigating life as a single person following the December breakup.
Emotional TikTok Admission
Speaking directly to her millions of TikTok followers, Earle expressed the disorienting experience of suddenly finding herself alone after the relationship ended. 'I feel like the weirdest thing with my breakup and just going through, like, being alone is just being alone,' she confessed in the video that has since garnered significant attention across social media platforms.
The influencer admitted she hasn't frequently shared her deeper emotions publicly but felt compelled to address her current state. 'I don't want to be sad, down in the dumps,' she stated, while acknowledging the support system around her. 'Obviously I have friends, family, whatever but not having that stability of a male partner or even someone to talk to, to distract me, is just so weird. I don't know why.'
Relationship Patterns and Personal Growth
Earle reflected on her relationship history, revealing a pattern she's now attempting to break. 'I think I've just always had boyfriends, I was like a boyfriend hopper and I said this year I'm going to be, like, dedicated to being alone and I don't know why, I can't do it,' she explained with visible emotion.
After becoming tearful during the recording, she continued with a mixture of sadness and self-awareness. 'This is like, growth, or something, but I'm sad. It just makes life feel so lonely but it is not and I am not lonely. I am just going to start talking to you guys like you're my boyfriend.'
Public Events and Social Appearances
The emotional confession comes against a backdrop of continued public appearances that have kept Earle in the spotlight. Just days after the December breakup went public, viral videos emerged showing Earle getting flirty and handsy with legendary quarterback Tom Brady at a New Year's Eve party, creating additional media buzz around her personal life.
More recently, on Monday night, Earle attended the Miami Hurricanes versus Indiana Hoosiers National Championship final in Miami, where Brady was also present among the spectators. During the event, she was photographed in a selfie with Jordon Hudson, the 24-year-old girlfriend of legendary NFL coach Bill Belichick, 73. Hudson captioned the shared snap 'Friend from an alternate timeline,' adding another layer to Earle's complex social landscape during this transitional period.
Message of Solidarity
Earle concluded her video with a message of support for others experiencing similar emotions. She captioned the post: 'Feeling weird and sad & probably sound silly but if you're going through something similar just know you're not alone.' This sentiment reflects a growing trend among influencers who use their platforms to discuss mental health challenges and emotional wellbeing, moving beyond curated perfection to share more authentic human experiences.
The breakup between Earle and Berrios occurred in December, shortly after the couple celebrated their two-year anniversary. While neither has disclosed specific reasons for the separation, Earle's emotional TikTok video provides the most personal insight yet into her psychological state following the relationship's conclusion.
