Apprentice Star Details Cocaine Addiction and Mental Health Crisis
Kieran McCartney, a 27-year-old estate agent and former contestant on the BBC's The Apprentice, has bravely disclosed his past struggles with a severe cocaine habit and suicidal thoughts. In a candid interview, McCartney revealed that he spent up to £500 per week on the drug during a dark period following his father's untimely death.
The Trigger: Grief and Descent into Addiction
McCartney explained that his mental health deteriorated rapidly after his father passed away at just 43 years old in 2022. "When my dad died, I was quite depressed. I was in a bad way. I kind of turned to drink, drugs. I was a bit suicidal," he told The Sun. This grief led him to spiral out of control for approximately six months, during which he regularly consumed cocaine and alcohol as coping mechanisms.
He admitted to using his company work phone to contact cocaine dealers, both before and after his appearance on the popular business competition hosted by Lord Sugar. However, McCartney was emphatic that his drug use did not occur during the filming of the show. "It didn't even cross my mind once. I would have loved a beer, absolutely. It was summertime. It was hot. But drugs? No. Definitely not," he stated, noting he only brought cigarettes into the contestant house.
Financial Toll and Recovery Journey
The financial impact of his addiction was substantial, with weekly expenditures ranging from £400 to £500. "I could have been doing like £400 a week — £500 a week. I'm a lot better off now," McCartney acknowledged. He has since completely ceased cocaine use, focusing instead on his business ventures and personal well-being.
Reflecting on his experience on The Apprentice, McCartney described it as "an amazing experience — mentally very stressful." Despite the pressures, he emphasized that he is now in a much healthier place, having pulled himself out of what he termed "that hole." The current series winner stands to receive a £250,000 investment and a partnership with Lord Sugar, highlighting the high stakes of the competition.
Mental Health Resources and Support
McCartney's story underscores the importance of mental health awareness and support. For those in distress, resources are available:
- In the UK and ROI, contact Samaritans at 116 123 or via email at jo@samaritans.org.
- In the USA, call or text 988 for the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline.
- Globally, visit www.befrienders.org to find local helplines.
His openness serves as a reminder of the hidden struggles many face, even in high-pressure environments like reality television, and the possibility of recovery through resilience and support.
